3 Sept 2023

Train of empty words

 Yesterday was good until, I got scolded for something that don't think I deserved to get cursed, scolded for? Btw thank you sir, I learn a new info yesterday (D5% can somehow bring down the sodium level). I read some textbook and watch intensive fluid management videos for this!

Good coming September, I dont even know what im writing but yeah Hi Hello.


I'm not so good with letting go of things, of memories being scolded, so just want to rant to write to pass time (I have OSCE tomorrow so yeaa). Back to yesterday lol. I was working 6AM - 9PM, was Saturday went well until I picked up a phone call from this consultant saying bla bla, and I got scolded because I dilly dally a bit (I guess), trying to look up for the result hes saying. So I got scolded trying to justify the process behind, got cursed, and just whatever, received and carried on with the order. Driving back from work, I still think about it. Even woke up the next day, thinking about it. I STILL THINK ABOUT IT, thats why i'm writing. LOL.


Btw I rang him up today, to inform some stuff, and verify some. I heard 'Congratulation' from him before I could say anything. I was like 'Huhhh? Excuse me?'. Pardon me, I am very blurrr and slow individual especially when talking on the phone, dont kid me because I will take it seriously. And that's it, he just verified things and say thank you. And I replied with yeaa thank you Datuk. 


The end. 

I guess thats the end of the story. Hopefully I wont face any issue with him again


ps: 8 months in, still not there, my soul my spirit my will is not