8 Aug 2020

Still Procrastinating

I thought I would be spending my time with much respect as I initially planned, before final paper for the semester s done. Lol. Typical.

Subject from the done semester gave out an assignment which require a presentation (obviously with the ppt), case study and an extensive written form of the presentation, if that make sense. Unfortunately, i don't really care if the assignment benefit me or not (which i really think that it don't), they were to be submitted after semester was over! Like 3 weeks after, making me really mad mad like negatively mad. I don't want to spend my time reading academic articles during the semester break (rarely got to experience long semester break, i believe this time would be the last one). So me start writing the bla bla before the final paper, because me initially plan to accompany opah for plus minus 1 month then start with lessons. But then on the due date, lecturer extendddd, saying must have this and that. Mad part 2, because she really don't reply to questions like it's not an exam or a quiz. It's an assignment duh. Whatever. I just don't want mind anymore. To be honest, i don't even understand the purpose it. Don't really care about carry marks (apparently, lol yes), hopefully me still get an A hahahaha. Finally on 7th August, me edited a bit of what I've submitted to at least pretend like I care. Feeling so much lighter after, but then I remember this particular lecturer often call out student when i don't know how to explain. So that's it.


Planned to do this and that. Much of it wasn't executed, at all. Read one of the book I bought before, during the 12th week of the semester, basically the chaotic week. Guess what. I forgot why I bought it in the first place. Really not my cup of tea. Author supporting LGBTQ, which me not a supporter of. I hated it when people, Malaysian especially trying to normalize supporting this kind of movement hm. Me got really turn-ed off from reading the book, read up to page 80 (if I remember it correctly). Ended up reading old books, one I've read many times before. Still giving me the same feeling all over hahaha. It's a pity, I don't think the author still write she only have written two novels :(


I have not register for Taekwondo lessons, just don't feel like going to register.

Have not resume mandarin classes too! Haha hope Ms Tan still remember me, and me still remember what I've learnt.

Raya Haji days before, so got so much beef in the freezer! Used them to try cooking lauk daging. So far i tried daging hitam, daging blackpepper, daging merah, daging paprik and daging bawang(?). Very fortunate, my family ate them without complaining much hehe. I think I got the hang of it, think so. Siblings are on diet, so I don't bake much (I want to be on diet too! How could they..). Even if i did bake, just make some cookies or heat gardenia chocolate muffin. Really don't want to admit this, but I am 6 kilograms away from being overweight......... am trying to lose about 7 kilograms, so my weight can be in the middle point (48 kilograms).


Only 3 tablets left for my antibiotic!


Xoxo