Designing Goals :)

 Public holiday on weekday is the cutest! 3 weeks in, 5th semester. Doing good (think so).

Me got into this something ages before, but recently trying to get into it, seriously. Searched classes for it but, first dang too far away from my home. Second is the fee just not within my budget at all hehe. It's like RM600 for 13 sessions of 2 hours. Cost pretty much the same as my current mandarin lesson which is RM45 per hour. 

Lol wait I just realized its actually just half of it since it is two hours per session hahaha. Still not worth the petrol and mileage. Excuse the excuses. 

Still if me change my mind, it's called RC Deaf Mission Malaysia. You can study for certificate up to Level 3, if that matters. Another class I recently found out is #SIGNON but I don't know much regarding the fee. Both classes based in Selangor and Kuala Lumpur :) Within reach but still...

And hahaha this something is sign language! Bahasa Isyarat Malaysia (BIM) is it, since I'm living in Malaysia. Told my parents regarding this, but am trying to learn the basic through YouTube videos first. 

Me have been trying to write with my left hand during last semester break too hehe, like two weeks straight. By then, me can obviously see the changes from day 1, the improvement! Starting week 3, me got very lost, even with much things on my schedule. Then started to practice writing once in two or three days, once a week, biweekly and bimonthly bla bla. Meh, me just want to start again with left hand. 

Ultimate goal, one that I CANNOT fail... just because I took this subject as an elective, which require me to complete until Level 4, which means I have to take this subject for the next four semesters. I mean, me only have four semesters left for my degree so yea. I took Arabic I. So soon it will be Arabic II, Arabic III and Arabic IV hahahaha what a mess. To be very honest, me is very scared of Arabic since sekolah agama because me got punished, for not memorizing some verb, vocabs bla bla. First class of the semester was Arabic (literally! because them scheduled on Monday morning), and it was a disaster. I don't understand the joke, as of why this and that. So me is very passive in Arabic classes. Week 2, me still a little bit lost. Week 3 was kind of fine...?

I'm planning to buy Odonata flash cards! Obviously yes, it is it. Hanzi!

So basically, just trying to remind myself. I am challenging this 21 years old me to learn sign language, arabic, familiarize with left hand writing (prettily) and hanzi.

Don't forget to move around too! Since the PKP or PKPB, I haven't move much except for cycling (thanks stationary bike). So will try to resume the morning walk, jog or run lol, my knees been spoiled(?) for too long already. Btw, after nth of hospital visits and I don't how many tubes of blood specimens taken, the doctors said its not SLE because only 3/11 signs ticked off haha.

And first time, in my whole 21 years of living, breaking out? I don't know whats going on, and this is scary! Removing dairy and fried foods from my diet maybe :(

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Still Procrastinating

I thought I would be spending my time with much respect as I initially planned, before final paper for the semester s done. Lol. Typical.

Subject from the done semester gave out an assignment which require a presentation (obviously with the ppt), case study and an extensive written form of the presentation, if that make sense. Unfortunately, i don't really care if the assignment benefit me or not (which i really think that it don't), they were to be submitted after semester was over! Like 3 weeks after, making me really mad mad like negatively mad. I don't want to spend my time reading academic articles during the semester break (rarely got to experience long semester break, i believe this time would be the last one). So me start writing the bla bla before the final paper, because me initially plan to accompany opah for plus minus 1 month then start with lessons. But then on the due date, lecturer extendddd, saying must have this and that. Mad part 2, because she really don't reply to questions like it's not an exam or a quiz. It's an assignment duh. Whatever. I just don't want mind anymore. To be honest, i don't even understand the purpose it. Don't really care about carry marks (apparently, lol yes), hopefully me still get an A hahahaha. Finally on 7th August, me edited a bit of what I've submitted to at least pretend like I care. Feeling so much lighter after, but then I remember this particular lecturer often call out student when i don't know how to explain. So that's it.

Planned to do this and that. Much of it wasn't executed, at all. Read one of the book I bought before, during the 12th week of the semester, basically the chaotic week. Guess what. I forgot why I bought it in the first place. Really not my cup of tea. Author supporting LGBTQ, which me not a supporter of. I hated it when people, Malaysian especially trying to normalize supporting this kind of movement hm. Me got really turn-ed off from reading the book, read up to page 80 (if I remember it correctly). Ended up reading old books, one I've read many times before. Still giving me the same feeling all over hahaha. It's a pity, I don't think the author still write she only have written two novels :(

I have not register for Taekwondo lessons, just don't feel like going to register.

Have not resume mandarin classes too! Haha hope Ms Tan still remember me, and me still remember what I've learnt.

Raya Haji days before, so got so much beef in the freezer! Used them to try cooking lauk daging. So far i tried daging hitam, daging blackpepper, daging merah, daging paprik and daging bawang(?). Very fortunate, my family ate them without complaining much hehe. I think I got the hang of it, think so. Siblings are on diet, so I don't bake much (I want to be on diet too! How could they..). Even if i did bake, just make some cookies or heat gardenia chocolate muffin. Really don't want to admit this, but I am 6 kilograms away from being overweight......... am trying to lose about 7 kilograms, so my weight can be in the middle point (48 kilograms).

Only 3 tablets left for my antibiotic!

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NEW BOOK!

Hi hello,

After years not posting on this page, im back. Bet no one still read blogs though hahaha. Been ages, time flies really, me no longer a 17 years old girl. Not rebellious as i used to. But still have bad thoughts whenever bla bla. One that seems like not going to change anytime soon, i still not quite good at explaining things like you should just know and understand what i'm talking about.


Update.

I'm a university student now, Faculty of Health Sciences. Surely will reveal course I'm taking after done with this degree. Hopefully can pass with flying colors, few more semesters to go before graduating! Currently on a semester break ((with the ongoing covid19)) I planned lots of things to do but eventually got cancelled because am trying to minimize the going out from home. Still scared of the virus like how can people be so brave to not wear their face mask. Glad it's now a compulsory to wear one in public or crowded places. Oh the plans, I'm trying to get into Taekwondo, glad there are many nearby studios and I have decided which one I'm going to hehe. Continue with mandarin lessons, which i have left for almost two months as I'm preparing for last semester final exam. Trying to get more active for strong bones and immune system.

ps: Ayah paid for some books I've been really wanting to read, thank you. Ecah suggested some too. Will read and write my thoughts. Hence the tittle. Lol not really, just an excuse because me still not good at making title.

That is it.
Guess from now on, this will be my platform to rant.
 

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