8 Aug 2020

Still Procrastinating

I thought I would be spending my time with much respect as I initially planned, before final paper for the semester s done. Lol. Typical.

Subject from the done semester gave out an assignment which require a presentation (obviously with the ppt), case study and an extensive written form of the presentation, if that make sense. Unfortunately, i don't really care if the assignment benefit me or not (which i really think that it don't), they were to be submitted after semester was over! Like 3 weeks after, making me really mad mad like negatively mad. I don't want to spend my time reading academic articles during the semester break (rarely got to experience long semester break, i believe this time would be the last one). So me start writing the bla bla before the final paper, because me initially plan to accompany opah for plus minus 1 month then start with lessons. But then on the due date, lecturer extendddd, saying must have this and that. Mad part 2, because she really don't reply to questions like it's not an exam or a quiz. It's an assignment duh. Whatever. I just don't want mind anymore. To be honest, i don't even understand the purpose it. Don't really care about carry marks (apparently, lol yes), hopefully me still get an A hahahaha. Finally on 7th August, me edited a bit of what I've submitted to at least pretend like I care. Feeling so much lighter after, but then I remember this particular lecturer often call out student when i don't know how to explain. So that's it.


Planned to do this and that. Much of it wasn't executed, at all. Read one of the book I bought before, during the 12th week of the semester, basically the chaotic week. Guess what. I forgot why I bought it in the first place. Really not my cup of tea. Author supporting LGBTQ, which me not a supporter of. I hated it when people, Malaysian especially trying to normalize supporting this kind of movement hm. Me got really turn-ed off from reading the book, read up to page 80 (if I remember it correctly). Ended up reading old books, one I've read many times before. Still giving me the same feeling all over hahaha. It's a pity, I don't think the author still write she only have written two novels :(


I have not register for Taekwondo lessons, just don't feel like going to register.

Have not resume mandarin classes too! Haha hope Ms Tan still remember me, and me still remember what I've learnt.

Raya Haji days before, so got so much beef in the freezer! Used them to try cooking lauk daging. So far i tried daging hitam, daging blackpepper, daging merah, daging paprik and daging bawang(?). Very fortunate, my family ate them without complaining much hehe. I think I got the hang of it, think so. Siblings are on diet, so I don't bake much (I want to be on diet too! How could they..). Even if i did bake, just make some cookies or heat gardenia chocolate muffin. Really don't want to admit this, but I am 6 kilograms away from being overweight......... am trying to lose about 7 kilograms, so my weight can be in the middle point (48 kilograms).


Only 3 tablets left for my antibiotic!


Xoxo

23 Jul 2020

NEW BOOK!

Hi hello,

After years not posting on this page, im back. Bet no one still read blogs though hahaha. Been ages, time flies really, me no longer a 17 years old girl. Not rebellious as i used to. But still have bad thoughts whenever bla bla. One that seems like not going to change anytime soon, i still not quite good at explaining things like you should just know and understand what i'm talking about.


Update.

I'm a university student now, Faculty of Health Sciences. Surely will reveal course I'm taking after done with this degree. Hopefully can pass with flying colors, few more semesters to go before graduating! Currently on a semester break ((with the ongoing covid19)) I planned lots of things to do but eventually got cancelled because am trying to minimize the going out from home. Still scared of the virus like how can people be so brave to not wear their face mask. Glad it's now a compulsory to wear one in public or crowded places. Oh the plans, I'm trying to get into Taekwondo, glad there are many nearby studios and I have decided which one I'm going to hehe. Continue with mandarin lessons, which i have left for almost two months as I'm preparing for last semester final exam. Trying to get more active for strong bones and immune system.

ps: Ayah paid for some books I've been really wanting to read, thank you. Ecah suggested some too. Will read and write my thoughts. Hence the tittle. Lol not really, just an excuse because me still not good at making title.

That is it.
Guess from now on, this will be my platform to rant.
 

Xoxo

28 Nov 2016

Last day as a highschool-er

Hii 😊

Tomorrow will be my last day of school hihi
As soon as I'm done with the chemistry exam..... 
Urmm..... kinda sad actually but it's not even a bad thing lol 
Gonna miss my friends classmates teachers and all kenalan hehe


Duduk rumah nk buat apa je.. 

Awkward. Haven't wrote anything since i don't know when.
By the way, im currently studying chemistry but got distracted by everything around me.

Wish me the best of luck! So that i can answer each and every question with ease 




I



Sambung study bye
And what i mean by last day as a student is last day as a student at smkbtk and I still want to sambung belajar